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11O lbs!!!!!! I knew this would happen, I just let myself go and I want to cry and cut but I don't have the energy anymore there is just so much going on. I'm not even bothered now I want to crawl into a hole and die. Sorry about not updating in ages I just haven't been too good =| just enjoy the pictures =(

I have a feeling some are repeats but I couldn't remember properly when I was uploading sorry