Friday, 25 November 2011

A Thinspo post

^I've got a huge head ¬¬ ^

^just happy my thighs don't touch^


























Thursday, 24 November 2011

Picture update..

Pictures of me included ... *cringe*





might upload some more in a bit =S
currently : 1O8 lbs =(

Tuesday, 22 November 2011

I feel and look so horrible

Today I left school early because I've got the worst cold and cough and I just couldn't hack it. Hadn't eaten all day until my dad came home with Chinese to celebrate my mum's birthday. Also to make things worse my period has come and the pain is unbearable :(














current weight: 108lbs (no fuxking change)

Sunday, 20 November 2011

Today's not been so good, food wise actually it's been fine but I'm ill and just feeling generally crap and I cut again which has really annoyed me. My arm is killing me like crazy, I've realised I cut quite high up now and I guess it's because I realised it will be less noticeable.
Anyhoo today I've had some rice and chicken, a mug of tea and a bottle of water. I've been in bed all day because I feel horrible and I'm coughing my organs out =(. But the best part of today was that Rihanna performed on Xfactor UK today and I've now lost my voice from screaming so much.
Current weight: 108lbs ¬¬ (of pure fat)


I hope whoever does read this loves the pictures as much as i do I'm really trying to find as much Thinspo as possible not only for me but for whoever stumbles upon this in the hope of finding some relatable pictures <3



















I feel like very soon I'm going to fall into a cycle of bingeing and purging and I'm really scared because it rarely ever helps unless I can fill it with exercise which rarely seems to be happening.

Two last pictures, of me ¬¬, but only because my microdermals are showing