Today's not been so good, food wise actually it's been fine but I'm ill and just feeling generally crap and I cut again which has really annoyed me. My arm is killing me like crazy, I've realised I cut quite high up now and I guess it's because I realised it will be less noticeable.
Anyhoo today I've had some rice and chicken, a mug of tea and a bottle of water. I've been in bed all day because I feel horrible and I'm coughing my organs out =(. But the best part of today was that Rihanna performed on Xfactor UK today and I've now lost my voice from screaming so much.
Current weight: 108lbs ¬¬ (of pure fat)


I hope whoever does read this loves the pictures as much as i do I'm really trying to find as much Thinspo as possible not only for me but for whoever stumbles upon this in the hope of finding some relatable pictures <3

I feel like very soon I'm going to fall into a cycle of bingeing and purging and I'm really scared because it rarely ever helps unless I can fill it with exercise which rarely seems to be happening.

Two last pictures, of me ¬¬, but only because my microdermals are showing