Really want to start ballet again

*sigh*

Today I did possibly the worst thing ever, I cut again for the first time in so long. I don't know what came over me but one minute I was sort of fine then the next I had a blade to my skin, and now my wrist and arms are stinging like mad. I just think everything is getting a bit much, although that's not a genuine excuse it's the only reason I can think for as to why I did that. And it doesn't help that I can't lose weight and all my tests in school are just being given back and I'm getting shxt results, I hate failure so much and it's like that's the only thing I'm seeing.

Current Weight: 103lbs

hope everyone else is having a much better day than me.

Chloe x