My arms are healing quite well after 2 days of successive cutting, I just hope they don't scar because then I'll be sent to counseling again and I don't have time or energy for that. The workload at school is really starting to get to me, I haven't been taking it seriously at all and I just don't know how to get into the mood because when I get home I either start exercising or sit with my laptop looking for thinspiration pictures =|. Another downer is that I went to the doctors on tuesday because I felt so ill and I had a blood test. Both myself and the doctors think that I may have Lupus, they were questioning me about the symptoms I may have and tbh I had a few too many of them, so I'm shxt scared that the test results will come back positive, this is just going to add unnecessary stress to my life =(.
^my cheeks are fuxking enormous^
^she looks so amazing at 108 but I looked/well still look like a lump of lard ¬¬^
^sigh^
^the LOVE of my life^
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