^just because he's so stunning <3^
^jealous^
I've been scouring twitter and tumblr for thinspo that would apply to me.. and some of the pics I'll be uploading aren't just thinspo but people who are just absolutely stunning and cause me to hate myself even more... -__-. my wrist and arm are a bit better, the shower I had on thursday night made everything feel much worse, and I couldn't dry my arms properly for 2 reasons; 1. the towel touching them hurt like fuxk.. and 2. I didn't want to leave any blood on my towel that somebody could potentially see. Eating has gotten a bit better, Back to 1 properly meal with one snack and either coffee and water or cranberry juice and water. And thankfully now that it's winter if by some miracle I do manage to lose some weight, I'll be able to hide my progress and then possible trick my mind and shock myself when I start to wear normal fitting clothes and not hoddies with trackie bottoms around the place.
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