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Nothing much has really happened, I competed on saturday which was fun but didn't get anything but did feel really self conscious about my thighs because they are huge still, and my shoulders which are like mens. Oh and I've started work experience in a hair salon which had me on my feet all day, but for some stupid reason I bought chips for lunch ate about a third then threw the rest away, I know such a waste of money but I got really full which is a good thing. AHHH ALSO prom is on Friday, I know it's going to be crap but I'll be with friends so that should make it a bit more fun =].

One of the best days ever =D

^Nom nom nom beautiful^

^want a side profile like that^

So I went to see my prom dress today, and I tried it on and the dressmaker said possibly the best thing I'd heard that day "It's too big I have to take it in 2 inches". fdsakjgrwiugbdovfadngdi so happy, but the only thing is I've lost so much weight off my bust because that's the first thing to go when the weight loss begins, ah well we all have to make sacrifices. I've had 6 meals in 7 days and an uncountable amount of strawberry and mango fruit tea with honey. That's what's been keeping me going, but I haven't been able to do much exercise which is really pissing me off.
Just randomly had a thought on how much I love it when I can feel/see a guys hip bones, and gosh my boyfriends ones are so nice, that was completely off topic but yeah....

Current Weight: 98lbs

*CRINGE*

Okay only because I promised, I do though need to take some side shots but that's when I feel better about my stomach and thighs. Also I'm aware that I look odd *hand over face*

BREATHE

^oh gosh^

^these were the least weird of them all^

And you get to see the real me, no lies no nothing just me

^WOOW^

^Need these hipbones^

So I've got my blackberry and I've decided that tomorrow I will upload pictures onto here =S, so scared. The worst part is I still look horrible =[.

^Need legs like those^

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99lbs yaaaaaaay, so happy. So I went to the tattoo artist yesterday and he said that the tattoo I want to get is £7O so I just need to save up and I'll hopefully I'll have it by next week to get it done. Really didn't think I would do it but I think this is a serious well done to myself =D.

"Enjoy the little things in life, because one day you'll look back and realise they were the big things."

^Pregnant and still looking amazing^

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I actually think I'll be getting my tattoo. I'm down to 103 right now and it is all thanks to the exams, so hopefully I won't plateau and I will get under 100 to ensure I am able to compete. No exams today or tomorrow so I'm still in bed, but I do need to get ready and go to the library because I find it so hard to revise at home sometimes. And I only just found out you can check the stats and see how many times your blog has been seen, and people actually do read it ='] or maybe look at the beautiful pictures either way thank you.
This has probably been the hardest weight to lose ever I had been exercising loads but nothing and then all of a sudden I was down by 4lbs, this makes me feel so happy. The whole structured meal time thing hasn't worked I just don't go downstairs and I think my aunt has realised that she can't make me so she has just left it which gives me more time to actually revise and then exercise. I've decided that when I get a working camera I will take pictures and put some up myself. *cringe*

Absolutely hate hospitals... “When we don't know who to hate, we hate ourselves.”

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In a constant war with myself, I'm currently in hospital for a check up because there is something wrong with my blood, they say that I've got too many platelets so I have to get my blood pumped round to ensure there aren't clots. Everything is just getting better and better(!). Oh and joy of joys I really think my 'boyfriend' ended the relationship for both of us, yesterday I hadn't told him why I'd gone to hospital so he said that I'm pushing him away because I also didn't give the specifics of where I had gone out last night, then had the audacity to tell me that I'm going to the hospital because G-d is punishing me. I was so angry and upset that I just had a huge rant to my friend =[. I really do wonder why I like him sometimes *sigh*.
On a lighter note I went and got my supply of the pill as well yesterday and  took one and my period stopped =D soooooo happy. So the weight loss can begin again although 10 lbs most definitely isn't going to drop off in about 3 days but that's fine because I gave myself the end of this week when really I have til the end of next, so this mission is about to commence. I'll probably end up posting again later, after I finish at the hospital and library, I've got an intense revision schedule to stick to now after going a bit mental & just sitting about not doing much.
Current Weight: 109 lbs