Thursday, 2 June 2011

Absolutely hate hospitals... “When we don't know who to hate, we hate ourselves.”

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^Daily Thinspo^



In a constant war with myself, I'm currently in hospital for a check up because there is something wrong with my blood, they say that I've got too many platelets so I have to get my blood pumped round to ensure there aren't clots. Everything is just getting better and better(!). Oh and joy of joys I really think my 'boyfriend' ended the relationship for both of us, yesterday I hadn't told him why I'd gone to hospital so he said that I'm pushing him away because I also didn't give the specifics of where I had gone out last night, then had the audacity to tell me that I'm going to the hospital because G-d is punishing me. I was so angry and upset that I just had a huge rant to my friend =[. I really do wonder why I like him sometimes *sigh*.
On a lighter note I went and got my supply of the pill as well yesterday and  took one and my period stopped =D soooooo happy. So the weight loss can begin again although 10 lbs most definitely isn't going to drop off in about 3 days but that's fine because I gave myself the end of this week when really I have til the end of next, so this mission is about to commence. I'll probably end up posting again later, after I finish at the hospital and library, I've got an intense revision schedule to stick to now after going a bit mental & just sitting about not doing much.
Current Weight: 109 lbs

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