So my gymnastics coach says I'm too fat to compete ='[

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I've decided as I'm black I will try my hardest to post thinspo of black women. I think it will motivate me more if I see that others can achieve this as well =]

Well she didn't use those exact words but that's what she meant. I have to get down to 100lbs if I want to compete in the summer, which to be perfectly honest is good motivation =] but still she did say I am too fat for my height.
Today has been okay I guess, I've had;
1 litre of cranberry juice
some chips =| not so good
and two pieces of chewing gum
but there is still dinner to come which I'm again not going to be able to get out of because it's timetabled in as 8 o'clock.
I also went to a shisha shack but I didn't smoke anything so I don't feel too bad. That's another thing I've got to quit smoking really isn't good for my health and it has made my skin so disgusting.
When I finally get down to 100lbs I'm going to reward myself with a tattoo, I know i probably shouldn't but ah well. Although I've been on here for two days I think I'm going to become very addicted and end up posting more than once a day, and just get all the negativity out. Anyway off to exercise before eating which is weird and I know will only make me feel worse when I'm eating dinner but I will exercise after aswell.

Current Weight: 116lbs no change from yesterday *sigh*